Inside my head.
The ideas form in bubbles.
The bubbles burst,
Before I can get the words out.
I try and find some quiet.
Inside my head!
Some way of making the bubbles,
travel more slowly across the sky.
Some way of articulating what each circle holds.
But instead there is only silence.
Inside my head?
They are all looking at me now.
Wondering why my mouth is open but.
The noise is not coming out.
I hear it. A voice.
I know it is my voice.
I know the voice is my voice.
I know the words are coming out of my mouth.
I can hear it inside of me, but it is disconnected.
I hear it. A voice!
I am reading the words on the page.
Without understanding them.
The person, the person that is me.
Is standing there reading the words.
I hear it. A voice?
Still in my head, the bubbles keep coming,
fizzing out and then bursting like starlight.
I try and see the audience but.
The bubbles obscure everything.
The bubbles obscure e-v-e-r-ything.
I can hear myself still speaking.
I can feel my mouth moving.
Then applause. Applause.
It is done. But what is done?
The bubbles obscure everything!
I don’t remember any of it.
Just the bubbles.
The bubbles. The bubbles.
Bursting, across the sky in front of my eyes.
My mouth smiles.
But it is not my smile.
I leave the stage.